Difficulty
I can’t seem to motivate myself to meditate either today or yesterday. I’m called to it, need it and would feel better if I did but I can’t seem to “Just Do It”. I realize that I justify myself by some people’s opinion that one shouldn’t sit when they don’t want to but that has to be bunk. I would imagine my Zen priest at the center must often feel that he doesn’t want to sit, yet there he is, four hours a day.
Ward